31th Plan

Mei couple with Toro d..

congrats ya..

but sure Mei will always go clubbing de lo..

haiz~

sure cari me accompany de lo..

clubbing this thurs??

MAISON??

sorry ..

Naughty again le.

HAPPY NEW YEAR :).

My Monday Night

tomorrow off...
shuang ~
alraedy brought ticket gonna watch 2012 with wan xin tomorrow.


just now reeive bao bei msg.
chu ban meeting gonna change to next sat edi.
but i edi take leave..
so now have to see my manager lo..
wan buy sweet to him edi..
and ask him let me change my leave. xD

long time dint go cc edi..
now im sitting at cc with my keje friend..
T.T
I bluff my aunt...
sorry..
i told her my shop got renovation..
will be going back home late..
actually tonight wanna go baak home earlier watch movie de...
but i think her boy boy fetch me home edi 1am la..
how i watch my movie..
accept i dont sleep for tonight lo..
but i cant..
this few week keep sleep at 2am edi..
my face all pimples grows up edi~~

heart itchy..
wan go clubbing with janice..
havent been through..
so must try try..
sunday night wan go de..
nut nvm la~~


tired ar~~
miss home..
miss my bolster. xD
I MISS You tooo..

love you~

So Touch <3

Since i start working at 1u . Many ppl come and visit me . Ask me . How was my work ? I feel their caring . Thank . Especially my church member . Thank lots . =)


Y0u guys make me touch . When Every visit . =)


LOVE y0u guys . Muacks <3

23学记

多几天就是培训营大型会议了。对不起，我不能出席。这次培训营的会议，不能常常出席，很遗憾。不过，我会尽量抽空出席会议。

出版组，对不起，辛苦你们了。你们是最棒了。

伟伦，对不起，令你难做了。

不过，无论如何我在精神上都会一样的支持你们。你们是最棒的，你们知道吗？

如果真的不能出席大型会议，那就要等进营才能见你们了。

怕你们会忘记我，怕我和你们会有距离，我怕…

对不起…

没有淑慧存在的会议，记得要想淑慧多点=) 要加油！

爱你们的寒儿..

My perfect off day

Today . I off . Miss Ying very much . So I decide to go her house and visit her . XD

But ... Actually very tired lur~ Nvm la . Can meet my best friend . It will be worth . =)

Hmm . My dear dear cook for me . She use around 1hour to cook for me le . Tired le . =x Thank dear dear . =)

When she is cooking .

Perfect off day . Owrh . Rushing my movie . Tomorrow work . =S

Spm student . Jiay0u . Miss y0u =)

End .

1u Edmundser

Dream factory の 名歌餐厅

Today usher is our you ting jie cell group . Hahas . Today 1st time to be waitress Ow~

1031 Happy birthday to ben Gor . Wish y0u can have a girl girl can take good care to y0u ba =)

Really long time din't meet my church sis and bro le . Miss them So much . Hope y0u guys listened What Song i give y0u guys . ' 还有谁能教我勇敢，加油！'

My future

Normally , I will do name card , greeting card , menu at my shop ..
Today , 1st time i design T-shirt using Ai .

Actually , i haven't done my shirt , this shirt is for my 24 junior .
Yeah . Happy =)
i crop my heart personally .
Haven't done the shirt , achievement already come through my heart .
I really lucky to have in chu ban .
They have a lot ideas , quite enjoy on my meeting .
Thank =) thats is our shirt for our junior . XD

Today have to rush a menu for a customer .
As it happens , a segi coll student come my shop and have his printing .
So i print for him .

He ask me: Y0u already graduate for design ya ? Y0u look like s young ? Omg >< here ="(" style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">
But after that second , i will decide to be a GRAPHIC DESIGNER =)

my last day - school .

Today is my last day going to school .
Omg . 1st time break rules .
goyang-goyang wearing school uniform go out from school .
Actually today i wan have my last chitchat with my fellow de .
But ... Haiz~ i put down my text book .
Rush out and Ponteng with friend .
On the way come back home , heart a bit sob .
Missing y0u guys actually .
PEi yi ,
Fiona ,
Sifu ,
jo Wee ,
finish ,
Ching ling .
We same class 1 year already , crazy , bossy , childish together . =p

4serOja rocks !

歌 . 回忆

好久没好好和四年级的表妹聊天了…
刚刚…他走进了我的房间…
调了我的收音机播道…从英文…换去了华文…
在床上打滚的我们…突然听到收音机播放的（非你莫属）。
“你还记得这首歌？那个时候的我们吗？”
（非你莫属）和（专属天使）是那年我从家乡搬来吉隆玻…
收音机最流行播的其中两首歌…回忆起以前我，表妹和ex-maid 。
超疯狂那两首歌的。疯狂到…………（秘密）
突然…脑海浮现〃唯一〃的音符。
“还记得我的乾爹吗？”我问表妹。表妹：“嗯”。
我告诉他………全部的全部。
我们都想起了很多我们有过的回忆。
很甜很甜…骑脚车…澍胶糖…
表妹红起了泪眶…眼泪藏在心里的我，笑着说：阿姨说不会死的啦…！
原来乾爹不只是影响了我…而是我全家人。
无论是甜的，苦的，还是酸的。
爸，我长大了。我终于明白爸爸为什么老爱这首歌了。
我终于明白“唯一”这首歌的意思了。
它在唱着你和阿姨的感情…已经变了。
我很喜欢听歌，因为每首歌过后都有着一短故事。
可能唱着你的故事，也可能是在他的故事，也或许不是我们的故事，但由可能下一秒他就记录我们的回忆或是故事。





星光帮-总在我身旁

我从不相信自己(定)
也无法面对现实
当生命失去了光(潘)
我就失去了方向

前路依然很模糊(宣)
要挣脱许多束缚
你让我依靠让我坚强(许)
你守护在我身旁

每当我需要依靠你(宥)
你一定会在这里
有你的地方就有阳光(合)
你总会在我身旁(宥)

当我还不够坚强(还不够坚强:潘)(鸭)
推翻命运的围墙(潘合声)
你还是和我在一起(安)
给我无限的勇气

路依然走得困难(弟)
当我变成了负担
你依然把我紧紧拉着(峰)
我就是最幸福的

每当我需要依靠你(合)
你一定会在这里
有你的地方就有阳光(合)
你总会在我身旁

每当我需要依靠你(合)
你一定会在这里(就在这里:安)
有你的地方就有阳光
你总会在我身旁(总会在我身旁:潘)

我需要依靠你(定:要依靠你)
你就在这里
有你的地方就有阳光(合)
你总会在我身旁(弟)


* Dear学记们：
这首歌唱着了，我和学记们的故事。谢谢你们总在我身旁，支持我，为我加油打气，我爱死你们！学哥学姐，谢谢你们的默默付出，我们从不懂到懂，筹备营到营的结束，你们总在我身旁。爱你 .

酸甜迹

因你我真心的牵引　我们在此相遇　
搭着美食云宵飞车
穿梭每个奇迹~
抛开厌人的那烦烦恼恼
见证每刻美食感动
不用再去猜疑
这是酸甜苦辣的神奇魔力~　

酸酸甜甜的魅力　留下动人的情景　曾尝过的苦与辣　点缀每刻衷心感动　听着奇妙的旋律　带着种种的回忆　曾尝过的酸与甜　在心中划上美丽的真迹　　　　　 手牵手来一起歌颂　我们真心相遇　　有着非一般的心情　流动你我心里　　抛开厌人的那凌乱情绪　
享用为你煲的热汤
不用再去忧虑
这是风雨过后的真心甜意~　　　

酸酸甜甜的......
弹奏　你我哼着的旋律
纪念　我们无形的魅力
你懂　我爱苹果的甜柠檬的酸
相信这　永远的　不再改变

酸酸甜甜的......
记得　
这是酸酸甜甜划上的真迹

*我们的回忆…从整个筹备到营的来临…营的结束。
又酸又甜…还记得那时兆贤教我们手语的那口爱模样。





说好的幸福呢

你的绘画凌乱着在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌假装没事了

时间过了走了爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

树永：　
你最爱这首歌的，每当唱起歌都会想起你～想起你的关心，细心安慰。
没想过我会在部落提起你吧～其实我也没想过。
是伤害吗？是欺骗吗？我不懂～其实知道真相后，真的很心疼，伤心自己信错人。
想问：你最近还好吗？

Him.

L.0.V.E will make ppl mature ? Today my mind full of him .

Yesterday chat with sister until 2a.m . Happy . =) Morning alarm . I miss up twice . =x lazy wake up . Haiz~ actually i din't sleep well this few day . Dunno Why .

Last night . Sis keep saying him . Him . How good is him and him . Sis, him and him really treat y0u good . My suggestion . ' can try . XD ' and i told my sister about him and him . Hahas . Sis dunno What happened btw me and him . Maybe Cover ourself from it , even ourself als0 .. Going t0 forgot .

Hope Spm will coming soon and over soon . I miss y0u . I know i only can see y0u after Spm . The place our often meet , lose my shadow because of y0u . I think i only will go after Spm . After his appear . Jiay0u Jiay0u . Always support y0u . XD

Actually , to him . Is just adMiRe . Not the kind of LOVE or feeling . He can't take away my heartbeat . But ' him ' can . =)
But as friend , din't see him for few month . Really miss him .

Miss y0u . Fb =)

突然好想你…

突然好想你…
好想拿起手机告诉你我有多想你。我不是没有勇气，而是怕自己再次输给你。我不想因为几封短信而回到我们的过去。








过去的…就让他成为过去吧。
有时…自己想要的往往和自己拥有的来的不同。


　

Falling For You .

Colbie Caillat - Fallin For You

I don't know but
I think i maybe
Fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe i should
Keep this to myself
Waiting 'til i
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But i want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So i'm hiding what i'm feeling
But i'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think i'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now i found ya
I don't know where to
I think i'm fallin' for you

I'm fallin' for you

As i'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me

I'm trying
Not to tell you
But i want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So i'm hiding what i'm feeling
But i'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think i'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now i found ya
I don't know where to
I think i'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

Oh i just can't take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think i'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now i found ya
I don't know where to
I think i'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you
I think i'm fallin' for you

I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now i just can't hide it
I think i'm fallin' for you (x2)

I'm fallin' for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh i'm fallin' for you

Dear Victor

I dunno What present i can give y0u .
Um . And i can't think any special way to wish you .
Only this . =x boy .
Y0u really such a nice friend for me .
You're the one Who always give me comfort and encourage me .
You Feel like my bro .
protect me always .
y0u're always by my side when i need y0u .
Happy being y0ur friend .
I will appreciate y0u ....
Hahas . Boy . When y0u know how to drive le .
Fetch me yam cha ya . =p
Victor . Thank y0u .
LOVE y0u very much =) Happy birthday

Freedom

Finish form 4 final exam le .
Is everything going to end for this form 4 ?
i think t0day is my last day to meet my classmate for this year .
Guys , miss ya . =)
call me out when any outing k ?
dunno Why Puan choo can So fast finish mark our chinese paper .
My chinese paper marks . Suck !
I not even get 45marks for my chinese before . Gerh ><
is just Maybe i not enough time to write title ?
Im doing question 1 , teacher mark my essay as question 5 ?
Fine . Fine . Fine . yes ! I gonna enjoy my holiday start from today le . =)
guys . Don't jealous . =p
DVC : Sorry . =x , i think i really can't pui y0u guys go tioman le .
Reason ? I think y0u guys know as well . Hahas =)
y0u guys enjoy ba .
K ? Muacks <3
my holiday plan
working - part time
shi dai Yong shi - port Dickson
shopping
meeting
training camp .yeah ! Tomorrow shopping with my ji Mui =)
i think i will bankrupt tomorrow ba . =x
** Announce . Justina free ! =)

To my lovely daddy ♥

Today Ponteng school .
Tot can act laborious study at home .
But i lose my history text book . =x . But lastly .
Ponteng school going shop help auntie .

9.30 . Phone ringing . ' can help me on shop ?
Today my staff on leave . ' my answer is ' okay ' .
My study plan . Gone =s

On the way going auntie shop .
Auntie suddenly tel me about my 乾爹 .
I din't meet my daddy 4 year ago .
I was missing my dad all the way .
My auntie tel me dad got diabetes .
Hair 1 day less Then 1 day .
I think daddy got around 40 years old le .
Still haven't married yet .
No work .
Everyday stay at home .
For doing Ntg .

After heard it .
I choose to use smile to cover my sadness and missing .
I can't accept this truth .
Auntie ask me .
Why you smile ?
After this question .
I can't tahan already.
My tears come Out from obit .
I miss daddy very very much .
And i really can't accept this savage answer .
In btw 4year .
Daddy always in my mind .
I was always guessing daddy will married .
A bliss family.
A good job .
But i never ever think that was his life . T.T

Auntie saw me tears .
' Aiya . Don't worry la .
Previously he also very little hair de la .
Wont die de . =x ' auntie said .

In my heart .
My daddy is great !
He LOVE me very much .
Sayang me super much .
I was missing him this 4year .


' Daddy . Do you still remember me ? =x
' ' Im So Sorry for can't contact you . ' '
you're always In my heart . Always T.T '

Dad . I LOVE you . Miss you .

美食营的回忆

筹备了4个月多·一直期待的·就这样结束·
对于这营·留念的有很多·回到家·想念会更多·
　
宝贝珈杏
傻瓜吖·你并没有错·你是我最尽责的组长·我知道你一直为你分配工作的事放在心上·不过我想告诉你·进的出版·就一定有心里准备要做东西·我们都没埋怨过·出版组是最棒最棒的·谢谢你这3个月的带领·有了你·出版会更多色彩和笑声:)
　
姐妹惠盈
盈·你就最了解我了·谢谢你在这营的照顾和陪伴·很开心看到你在营里这样的照顾你组·哈哈·还被你组叫˙奶妈˙·谢谢你:)

汽球伟伦
伦·对不起·真的很对不起·我没有好好照顾身子·令你担心了·对不起没有好好的看好我组·每次都是因为我组而拖延时间·很不好意思·谢谢你·你是个很有爱心·关心的主席·辛苦这半年的照顾·我们不会很难搞吧？希望能在与你合作:)
　
弟弟兆贤
弟弟·要对自己有信心·有自信·你知道吗·你是最棒的·营歌很好听·超喜欢的·对于财政·对不起·没帮你买营衣·抱歉·好好休息吧·不想在开会时看到你钓鱼了·有点好笑的·
　
达令子康
你是最棒的站长·你最会搞气氛了·我组到你站都会很享受·开心·达令·知道你辛苦了很久·我们都承诺要一起走完学记得路·有什么事·有什么事要帮忙的告诉我吧·虽然帮不上什么忙·但是我能借你耳朵诉苦·好好休息吖·
　
捷传哥哥
哥·谢谢你对我的承诺·你也做到了·看到你为这营付出了很多·知道你很累了·心疼·看到你那凌乱的眼神·更心疼·节目很棒了·哥·好好休息吧·　
立儿
突然从别人口中知道你病了·跟妈咪回家·我被吓到了·因为看到你跑站还好好的·心疼了·看到一个一个的病倒·节目已经很棒了·加油哦·你是最棒的节目组组长·辛苦了·
　
坚坚哥哥
坚·谢谢你这样紧张我·知道我病了立即通知护理·对不起·让你担心了·你真的很像我哥哥的感觉·哈哈
　
亲爱的容容
宝贝·很开心能在营里看到你·很担心你没参加这营·
　
迟点在续……

diary of 27july

Super boring in class today.
finish din't come.pEi yee dint come.
haiz~lastly sit beside si fu lo.happy!
i finally master 1face cube le.
is just only 1face.But super happy man!

Everybody is sick now..
friend..please take care yourself ya.
i will sam tong when you guys get sick de.drink more water ya.
.god bless^^



Happy.
Gor promise me not to argue with ppl any more.
Gor!da gou gou ya..remember what i told you just know..hope don't see you argue again lur~
Thank Gor for promise mii.


＊23届学记注意
如谁有兴趣买(我♥学记)的黑或白衣。请把钱在这8月2号的会议交给秋仪。每件衣11块。please tell everyone ya..hope all of you can buy lur~thats a memorable thing for us^^

Diary of 23July

姐妹，谢咯。
我电话的装饰很美。谢些你们的用心，哈哈。

盈，生日快乐。
祝你快点找到你的意中人，能照顾你。
哈哈，我就不用烦了。
对不起哦，没有送到你礼物。
但我想你知道，你最好的礼物就是我了。
哈哈，当你不开心，可以找我诉苦；不过开心时，千万不能忘记我哦。
最后祝你，
生日快乐，
身体健康，
心想事成，
恭喜发财，
万事如意。

美食营一天比一天的近了，很期待也很紧张。
这星期日感觉上有很多人都在老地方开会，出版，节目¨¨达令们，到时见咯。
关于曼妮，我真的很想帮他澄清。
其实表面上，他好象什么都没做，身为膳食组组长，不负责任，不出席会议。
他真的另有苦衷，也很难有人明白吧。
所以，曼妮，我支持你，陪你走完学记的路。不要放弃哦，加油！

教会青少年越来越多了。
好事！谢谢神赐福与我们教会。
不幸的，Manee姐小组因为人多从此被解散成两组了。
伤心也舍不得。真的很谢谢Manee姐一直一来的照顾和关怀。
还有Manee小组的所有兄弟姐妹，你们给我很多美好的回忆。
我永远不会忘记你们的笑容。很开心与你们同在。Manee姐，在此说声，谢谢你。

闷哦，反正还没看“最美丽的第七天”听说很好看，很浪漫哦。
我就追下看咯～哈哈
Hehe.
Thank Ow~LOVE you.Muack

Diary of 21July

上课时，下了一场很大的雨，突然令我连想起一首歌。



下雨天了怎么办
我好想你
不敢打给你
我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景
做你的代替
陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实没有我你分不清那些
彻别接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉



今天的天气凉凉的，搞到我的午觉从4点到8点。
我不会怪天气，〔睡觉〕应该是我不出去的理由吧～
我真的开始后悔我告诉他，我朋友要认识他。
我不想因为他，而和我姐妹产生磨擦。
我们已经不是第一次爽约了。
所以今天我不去，他也不感到好奇或怎样，而且一封短信都没有。
算了，我不在乎。
　

随着时尚潮流，每个人都会玩方块。
我Justina也不认输，我也要朝时尚踏进一步。
今天21号，我开始学玩方块了，师父是“俊豪”哥哥。
一个大我5天的哥哥。
不知道这方块，我能顺利毕业吗。
因为半途而废都是我的作风。
不能！我一定要master不能让师父失望。
哈哈

对了！
出版组，这星期老地方开会。
1030到4点。全部出版公主，到时见了。
两天没见，开始想念你们了。
由其是宝贝珈杏，已经九天没见了
。超超想念的。
嗯，我想对全部出版公主说¨¨加油！加油！
虽然我还不是很认识你们――贝琪，欣婷，彤儿，丽婷……
不过我知道你们也是和我一样，一起为出版奉献＾＾我♥你们·出版。
其他组也要一起为美食营加油哦～

我们很难得有机会在这时办营，我们应该更加珍惜。
节目组要加油，不要因一点批评而放弃。
我们知道节目已尽力了，我们知道的¨¨¨
希望我们一起携手创造这美好的回忆吧

我♥你们·学记
加油！

is jUsT adMiRe

StuDy hArd?
BaskEtBall?
LiKe tO pLaY DrUM?
A sEriOuS gUy?

No..
yOu maKe mE lOsE 80% cOnFiDence tO yOu wHen i sAid mY fRiEnd wAnnA bE fRiend wiTh yOu..
aNd tHe rEspoNd yOu giVe me..
MAybe i sTill nOt kNow yOu mUch aNd i wAs thiNkiNg i kNow yOu lOts..
I wAiT yOuR mSg fOr 6hOur..
whiLe i wAiTing..
i wAs veRy aNgrY..sUpeR aNgry..
ExtRemely AngrY..COz i rEaLly don'T liKe pPl lAte rEPly mSg..
oR aNythiNg lAtEtO mii..
dURiNg tHe 6hOur.mY phonE keEp RiNgiNg..BUt NO 1 is YoUr mSg..
I wAs dEcidE nOt tO rePly yOu wHen i reCeivE.BUt aFtEr 6hOur.WhEn i rECeiVE Your mSg..I dUnnO whAt i FeEliNg on tHe mOmEnt.
MY hEartBeAt wAs 90% faSt..i wAs sAd tHaT i cAn't cOntRol mYsElf aNd rEply YOur mSg le..
I hAte mYseLf DId tHAt!
THen wE pRomiSE tO eAch othEr tOmOrrow..
OmG..whEn i rECEiVE yoUr lAst mSg..I Feel sOb..

SO i WAs thiNKiNg am i SuPpose tO mEet yOu tOmorrOw?...

ACtuAllY i Din't haVe thAt kinD oF FeeLing tO yOu..
BUt i WAS alWayS thiNk TO MUch..I KNOw..YOur'Re Not My MiNe..'wo bu pEi'

So..i thiNk..thAt NOT thAt kiND OF LOVE..is jUsT kiNd OF aDmire................

counting down 9th JUNE

waiting suprise..

but i know..

ecpect more..
will get less..

so i woont expect..
and wont hope..

stray diary

every body asking me to update blog..
the thing was already over..
very diff to describe after a few day wow..
but nvm la..

i must inform those ppl what i m doing for 1st week of yhe holiday..

guys!
listen..
im very pround and here to said..
i joined two camp in btw 1 week..
haha..
happy

baby camp
actually im just want to go they for fun and just visit all my bro and sis..
but i scared will scold by senoir..
i ma ask gor gor help me to solve this problem lo..
my gor gor GENG lo..
finally i got a post at baby camp..
TE WU not tat high..
i know..
but happy..
i can learn many things..
u had been join chu ban..
shan shi..
jie mu(help to dance & zhan zang)
hu li(sit there REST)
haha

i dint even hug my darling for 8 day..

for the second camp is QUAN GUO YING..

actually im not suppose to be at QUAN GUO YING de..
i just only relif for yu jun..

oh..
said about yu jun..
is really shocked by her..

to yu jun~
kuan..
i know..
ur heart always at xue ji..
we all know u a lots..
dont think too much..
we wont said u because of u leave we all and because u sick..
when baby camp lat day..
when i woke up..
i was suprise dat..
jing he is inside my room..
and persuading u ..
i open my eye and go to u...
and realize dat u dont wanna go back home..
i was worry at the moment..
i try to tahan my tears infront of u..
kuan..
promise me..
dont make urself so stress k??
we love u..

continue to my QUAN GUO YING

is really tired in quan guo ying..
i got chance then i will give myself a small rest..
even their performance..
paiseh..
zhen guo help me a lots..
know me tired..
help me take this take that..
thanks..

quan guo ying..
fuyoh..
week up at 1am..
play game..
and shock here shock there...
hantu!!!

somemore..
askar training..
is really nice to play..
but whole body is bruise and pain from the top to toe..



lastly..
here to say..
thank u all xue ge xue jie..
during quan quo ying..
i realize dat..
xue ge xue jie is really good to us..
100 plus la..
shao bao la..
omg..
make lots ppl mata merah to xue long xj..

nice to meet all xue ji..
even from baby camp or quan guo ying..
love u guys..
muacksss


photo will be post next time

掩饰

自从你离开以后，
我总是被沉沉的失落重重地包围着。
应该开心的时候，我感觉不到什么是快乐。
应该难过的时候，自己却躲在房哭泣。
我害怕这样的自己。
于是，我开始掩饰。
我用微笑掩饰寂寞。
我用微笑掩饰无助。
我用微笑掩饰痛苦。
我用微笑掩饰我的掩饰。
我发觉，在掩饰的同时，我失去了自己。

掩饰的时候，自己总会这样想：
笑一笑，事情很快就过去了，接着又是一片晴空万里。
可是日子一久，自己却发觉，很多事情，不是装作若无其事就可以当作不曾发生。
有些伤痕已经住进心里了。
我一直以为我已经看透，但是每当听见关于你的消息，我就会刻意用不当一回事的表情来掩饰，掩饰自己认为已经放掉的思念。
掩饰自己承担不起的介意。
我们终于遇见了。
不，应该是说，我遇见了你。
在我们常去的地方。
我也避开了你。
原来，我还是没有勇气笑着和你说“嗨”
感觉上你好像比以前更勇敢，开朗了，笑容还是和以前一样灿烂。
或许你没变，改变的人是我。
我变得不敢再向前，选择在原地看着你开心的模样。

思念是一种病

累，
思念令我累跨了，
拿起电话，
没有勇气信息你，
也找不到原因，
原来我真的很想念你，
也从来没忘记过你，
满脑子都是你的影子。

-思念真的是一种病-
难道这就是渴望爱的感觉吗？
看见他们的幸福表情，自己开始想拥有·它·。
但是，无论我怎样期待，无论他怎样爱我；就算真的有机会，就算真的很爱他。
心中总对恋爱琐上死结。

今天，突然想起了你。
突然想起了我们的回忆，虽然不是很甜，不是很深。
但这回忆已在我心里做了个记号。
所以偶而都会想起你。

思念你，已变成生活中不能少的习惯了。
虽然我们两个多月没见面了，
但在我脑海中，你的样子是怎样也忘不了的
，就因为我每刻心里都有着你。

我在这里想起你了，你今天在那里又有想起我吗？
也许，曾经爱过某个人，或者某个人也曾经深深的爱着你。


也许，彼此没有表白；
也许，彼此错过；也许，我们有着无法相爱的理由；
也许，我们明明彼此相爱，却有着不能够在一起的阻碍。
世上最悲惨的事就是，你明明很爱对方，却要假装不在乎。
用冷漠的态度，隐藏内心炽热的情感。

『世界上最遥远的距离：不是生与死；
而是，我就站在你面前，你却不知道我爱你。
不是我站在你面前，你却不知道我爱你；
而是，明明知道彼此相爱，却不能在一起。
不是明明知道彼此相爱，却不能在一起；
而是，明明无法抵挡这股想念，却要故装作丝毫没有把你放在心里。
不是明明无法抵挡这股想念，却还得故意装作丝毫没把你放在心里；
而是，用自己冷漠的心，对爱你的人，搁着一道无法跨越的沟渠。』

心情-学记

已经开了无数次的会议
我还是不能完全的认识自己的队友
真得很惭愧
开始觉得自己和学记有一段距离
昨天的会议
眼睛流汗，并不是智雄学哥的错
而是听到其他学记的感想
这让我感到内疚
觉得自己对学记一点付出都没有
觉得自己没有用，什么都办不成
慧仪学姐谢谢你的纸巾

慧怡学姐问我要进出版吗？
我当时的心情是无法形容的
因为我已经接受我进膳食组的事实
其实自己都在犹豫
是否要出版
但是最后决定了：不
不过，出版组
有什么需要，我随时可以帮忙
remember find me when you need me,
i will always by u guys side!^^

I missed everything

im so sad..

i was so stress now..

really..

i dunno why i have this life??? why???can somebody tel me??

i feel dat im so useless.. USELESS!!!ntg is success in my life!

even is my family, my school, my church service, xue ji..

i was thinking dat im draging my family..

i really hate my life...

TODAY

i miss my xue ji meeting...

i saw xue ge blog just now..

i feeling touch..

i just wanna to say..

tang guo:

"i know..you din blame me..but i was blaming myself lol..

actually she is because of me..only din attend meeting..

don't so angry lar.."

i miss my church service..

i haven really know how to dance..

i was so scared of that day that is coming..

i dunno how to have a good performence dat day..

this hol day..

i was accompany my sister..

because of she already kena denggi..

if i not going church..i feel sorry..

if i not going meeting..feel sorry..

if i not accopant sis..i will give my parents..

scol till DIE~

I was so moodless today..

Jesus..

Are you listen to me??

想念你—芷儿

芷儿
你在那里？
我们已经有三天没见面了，我们都很想念你啊~
我今天芯儿口中得知你的事，我真地感到非常惊讶。
我听了有点害怕和为你担心。
我想sms给你，问候你。
（其实我还在向着办法要怎样和你谈。）
感觉上你什么都不跟我们讲。。
还记得上次我们开会说过的话吗？
别把事情憋在心理，我们大家都是朋友，好姐妹。
有难同当，有福同享啊。。
刚才霞客的时候，没有可你的影子，真的优点不惯。
我一直以来都不吃云吞的，今天少了你，我尽然吞下了两个云吞。
当我知道后，我真的再也无法专心上课了。。
你有东西要我们帮吗？能的话我一定尽量帮你。。
希望你找日归学！
我们都很想念你吖~
我们永远支持你！

bye~my home town T.T

just reach home.
den on comp..
blog..


Is being a good CNY to me this year~
i going back my home town..
and get a lots of ang pao~
i meet a bit of my frineds..
i miss damn so much so much..
although is jus oni 1day i meet them..
i feel so much of happiness..



to eeuu:

1stly i was shock dat xj da tuan bai will go ur house..
i saw u..
i was so happy at 1st..
but u make me so disapointed lol..
ok..even v just chat a bit bit..
still remember when after i go home..
v chat at msn??
u really make me so so disapointed..
the way u talking to me..
no differnt fom now and previous~
dat dtime when i sit infront of comp..
i was very angry..
haiz~

sadness already over..
yahoo..
tomorrow go sing k with all my dears...

yer~
sun want go roller er~
i dun wan!!
kekez^^

Da Tuan Bai -Kuantan XueJi-

so friendly~
i love it..
today 29JAN, is a good memory for me..
to memories back all my kuantan friends~
AND is the that day i 2nd time gather with kuantan xue ji.
very tired but very happy..
is a big different btw selangor xueji and kuantan xueji..
selangor xueji is use very straight de ways..
kuantan xueji use very kind face, friendly face to me~
who ask me transfer to selangor MIE???

BUT!!!

even selangor xueji very straight..bitter face..
but i can learn many things from them..
1stly is..discipline

i start tak boleh tahan xue ge xue jie de scolding jor..
i already start thinking wanna ponteng xueji meeting jor~
anyways~thank all xuege xuejie support..
i will TRY MY BEST 坚持到底

Thanks all kuantan xueji..give me a such good memory in CNY^^

Is being lazy to create a new post!

no time ..
not enough time~
lazy, stupiak nonsense...
anyways..

wish all u guys...

happy chinese new year~~

gong xi fatt chai