I missed everything

im so sad..

i was so stress now..

really..

i dunno why i have this life??? why???can somebody tel me??

i feel dat im so useless.. USELESS!!!ntg is success in my life!

even is my family, my school, my church service, xue ji..

i was thinking dat im draging my family..

i really hate my life...

TODAY

i miss my xue ji meeting...

i saw xue ge blog just now..

i feeling touch..

i just wanna to say..

tang guo:

"i know..you din blame me..but i was blaming myself lol..

actually she is because of me..only din attend meeting..

don't so angry lar.."

i miss my church service..

i haven really know how to dance..

i was so scared of that day that is coming..

i dunno how to have a good performence dat day..

this hol day..

i was accompany my sister..

because of she already kena denggi..

if i not going church..i feel sorry..

if i not going meeting..feel sorry..

if i not accopant sis..i will give my parents..

scol till DIE~

I was so moodless today..

Jesus..

Are you listen to me??