I missed everything

im so sad..

i was so stress now..

really..

i dunno why i have this life??? why???can somebody tel me??

i feel dat im so useless.. USELESS!!!ntg is success in my life!

even is my family, my school, my church service, xue ji..

i was thinking dat im draging my family..

i really hate my life...

TODAY

i miss my xue ji meeting...

i saw xue ge blog just now..

i feeling touch..

i just wanna to say..

tang guo:

"i know..you din blame me..but i was blaming myself lol..

actually she is because of me..only din attend meeting..

don't so angry lar.."

i miss my church service..

i haven really know how to dance..

i was so scared of that day that is coming..

i dunno how to have a good performence dat day..

this hol day..

i was accompany my sister..

because of she already kena denggi..

if i not going church..i feel sorry..

if i not going meeting..feel sorry..

if i not accopant sis..i will give my parents..

scol till DIE~

I was so moodless today..

Jesus..

Are you listen to me??

想念你—芷儿

芷儿
你在那里？
我们已经有三天没见面了，我们都很想念你啊~
我今天芯儿口中得知你的事，我真地感到非常惊讶。
我听了有点害怕和为你担心。
我想sms给你，问候你。
（其实我还在向着办法要怎样和你谈。）
感觉上你什么都不跟我们讲。。
还记得上次我们开会说过的话吗？
别把事情憋在心理，我们大家都是朋友，好姐妹。
有难同当，有福同享啊。。
刚才霞客的时候，没有可你的影子，真的优点不惯。
我一直以来都不吃云吞的，今天少了你，我尽然吞下了两个云吞。
当我知道后，我真的再也无法专心上课了。。
你有东西要我们帮吗？能的话我一定尽量帮你。。
希望你找日归学！
我们都很想念你吖~
我们永远支持你！